次は、何をしようかな☆

Some people say studying abroad is great,while other say it is just for pleasure. Staying here is really ‘fun’, in fact. I can do anything I want to do, because I have a plenty of time. Paradise~. That is, it is really easy to be kind to myself. How spend my time and what I will do is really up to me.

I can feel my requirement to me is getting higher and higher since I came here.

Before I came here, my goal was getting the enough English score to come to Australia.

Just after I came here, my main concern was improving my English skill.

(because I wanted to express my feeling more.

I didn’t want to say I have studied English for 8 years and my major is a kind of ‘English’ with feeling embarrassed .

And I wanted to surpass the level some people might expect my English would achieve to)

I don’t feel nervous to speak in English any more.

I begin not to hesitate to speak to new people so much. ( maybe )

I ‘enjoy’ chatting with my friends.

I feel my English is getting the ’ color’ to show my characters (a bit) with my own words.

(of course, I have to study English more and more though)

I wanna do something as a plus α of English.

In fact, I can study English in Japan. So, Just studying English is not enough to say it is worth coming to Australia with spending one year and much money after studying English for 8 years.

Studying English is jsut "must"かなって。

So..What is Next?

I'm not sure what is the best way is spending time here for me..but, I decided to move on to the next step anyway to get close to the person I want to be.( matured person!!).

Sex and City

面白い～～。って言いながら、１週間、毎夜、毎夜,　計８時間、見てました。いや～、面白かった。I like girls’ talk~. This DVD makes me miss my school days when I chatted for hours with my friends in a restaurant after classes or the part-time job when I was in Japan. I notice girls’ talk is global~ I will go to see this movie definitely!!

足踏み

If I tried more, I could more, but at least, I am really satisfied with my life so far in Australia,
because I had the clear goal ,IELTS.
After the test, I could chill out with no pressure ~. But..
No goal( purpose) is really scary more or less...in a sense, being busy with pulling through difficulties is much better to avoid thinking , thinking , thinking something which don't have solutions or have too many solutions.

I just have another 3months before I come back to Japan. This year will be over before I know it, if I spend time with nothing special .

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You can change your life- if you wanna....
If you change your mind ,well
, that's the way it goes...
You can say you're bored-if you wanna
You can act real tough-if you wanna
( from So yesterday)
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たしかに（’’ ）!!

So,I wanna ...
try to do the thing I like and I want. 'Cause The varied life will be more fun, and bring the fruitful life .

というようなことを、一週間くらい悶々と飽きずに考えてました。そう思うなら、何かすればいいだけの話なんですが、、いったい、自分は、何をしたいのかなぁ～と考えてたら、”ん～”って、足踏み状態。。。

　同じ話を、嫌な顔をせず、会うたびに聞いてくれた友達に、もう本当に感謝ですm(_ _)m　とにかく何かしようかなと、思います。

A polysesemous word

I am confused the grammar of the future tense( the present simple, will, be going to, the present continuous) So, I asked my mother to send one page of the text book which I used in Japan as a photo attachment of her e-mail.

I sent a message to her like the following way

Future tense がまとめてある、プリントを写メってメールでおくって。( Please send a message with an attachment of the print which deals with the future tense by taking a picture with your mobile phone)

And she replied that in the way that

緊張した未来がまとめてあるプリントってどれ？(What prints is the print written the future which is tensed up? )


？？？I was somewhat puzzled for an answer to this reply. What is she talking about?

And finally, I realized that she didn't know the word "tense" so, maybe, She tried to work out the meaning　of "the future tense " with a dictionary. Then, she tried to translate "the future tense" directly in Japanese(=緊張した未来）
Mmm, It can't be deny that it can be interpreted in different ways..lol I couldn't help laughing after I realized this.

なにはともあれ, ありがとう、おかあさん～(Thanks mother~)　Now, thanks for her, I have better understanding about the future tense m(_ _)m

実力以上☆

In the beginning of the next month, I'm taking IELT again as the last test(. . ;)_So, actually, I needed to study for it.. But, some parts of me kindly helped me keep out of control over myself..

So..

I changed my mind wisely! I devoted most of my time of the last three days to reading the book because I realized it was the clever way rather than trying to keep away the book from me (o< )=3( the book distracted me a lot from studying for the upcomimg test..)

And ..finally,I did it~~My curiosity to know the following story pushed me to go through reading the whole story~

In a word,

I'll get down to studying for IELT from today <( '~';)..

The last time I took IELT and got the result which was not enough to my target, my mother said she hope I can streach my ability more than I have the next time..(実力以上の力が出せるといいね♪) ???The comon phrase is saying "hope you can come into my own"..(実力が発揮できると良いね♪） I realize that my mother is too optimistic or parhaps, too ambituois. Anyway,I hope there excists more than 100% things in this world!! And my cleverst moment comes when i hope( ><)☆

Lovely to meet... ME(->ω<) ♡（>ω<-)

　Geisha again.. because I found my name in that book(☆o☆)!What a coincidence~~ Nice to meet Me~( ^^)(^^ )♪

　I have three names now, Kanako, Mun, Michelle.

Kanako~
Which name did I come across? Of course, Kanako~My real name! Kanako in this book is one of Gaisya's names~ But, she is a not good character..I was really desappointed in me..(><;)!! I sometimes explain my friends my whole name don't have any specific means together. Because ,for my parents, the sound of names and the number of strokes used to write them(there are luckily and unlucky strokes considering our family names)were matters rather than the meaning of each characters. But, if i force myself to make my name have some meanings..my name means a child who adds a pear..Does it make sense(' '?)

Sometimes, I find my name in some TV shows or comics. I don't know why, but Kanako are bad charasters in anywhere.. Poor me.. for me, every name has some image or impression thanks to my friends who I met in my life(-UωU-)☆For example..

Mai..an active girl
Miho..a trendy girl
Misaki.. a respectable girl
Ayaka..a fasionable girl
Chisato.. a sensitive girl
Rina..a lovable girl

How about Kanako..? I just hope Kanako don't bring my friends bad impression becuase of me(>人<;) Mun~ My one of nicknames is Mun which used since I was kindergartner. My first name is Murase. and if I read my first name from the end it is Se ra mu. and then, if I combine seramu and Mun, it becomes seramun. It seems like sailor moon(セーラームーン）. This is the title of the Japanese famous animation for girls. セーラームーン is famous in Australia as well. So I can feel like as if I am famous.lol

Update..
My host mother thought my name was Mon.. My friend thought my nick name was Moon...and our dog's nick name seems to be Mun.. It's a bit confusing.. Mmm, any name is OK as long as i can recognize I am called..

お疲れ様でしたm(_ _)m

I finally finished the first semester at UTS. Time really seems to fly~.

How have I changed in the past 4 months? Nothing in particular, maybe. I am ..still me.

My main and big objective in Australia is.. to get passion!!

I mean busting a gut at least one time or expressing my emotion more clearly <(@@)/~

In this personal subject, maybe I failed .. And I seem to have to carry over this from this semester to the next semester...

Anyway, I'm well content with life here~ There are too many things made me inspired to write down here. So, I will write about such a kind of thing when the time is right.

Just I want to say thanks to everybody ~ありがとう☆