足踏み

If I tried more, I could more, but at least, I am really satisfied with my life so far in Australia,
because I had the clear goal ,IELTS.
After the test, I could chill out with no pressure ~. But..
No goal( purpose) is really scary more or less...in a sense, being busy with pulling through difficulties is much better to avoid thinking , thinking , thinking something which don't have solutions or have too many solutions.

I just have another 3months before I come back to Japan. This year will be over before I know it, if I spend time with nothing special .

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You can change your life- if you wanna....
If you change your mind ,well
, that's the way it goes...
You can say you're bored-if you wanna
You can act real tough-if you wanna
( from So yesterday)
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たしかに（’’ ）!!

So,I wanna ...
try to do the thing I like and I want. 'Cause The varied life will be more fun, and bring the fruitful life .

というようなことを、一週間くらい悶々と飽きずに考えてました。そう思うなら、何かすればいいだけの話なんですが、、いったい、自分は、何をしたいのかなぁ～と考えてたら、”ん～”って、足踏み状態。。。

　同じ話を、嫌な顔をせず、会うたびに聞いてくれた友達に、もう本当に感謝ですm(_ _)m　とにかく何かしようかなと、思います。